The universe has really been testing us this year. Starting this farm is a very scary thing for folks like us who have spent our adult lives living in the certainty of a regular paycheck (in one job or another) and days that are the same as the last. Living every day in a rut and working for someone else. Just making a paycheck to pay off something.
Starting this farm is like throwing that certainty out the window while driving down the highway at mach one. It can cause you to panic and freeze up on any forward progress. That's what this last year has been. We decided that we needed to get some fencing up so that we can get some cattle out there. Keep in mind...once that fence is up...there is nothing stopping us from getting this going. Except ourselves. That, my friends, is a very scary thing.
In life we are faced wtih choices. Now, I can sit here all day and come up with many different excuses as to why we hadn't gotten it done. But they would all be excuses. And it would just be a waste of time. The fact of the matter is, we need to "shit or get off the pot" in a manner of speaking.
And then...my truck died. After 127,000 miles, she had had enough. That's okay...she's getting a transplant and will be good as new in a few days. I can't wait. She's going to get a detail. I'm going to paint up her little rusty spots (kind of like getting her nails done)...and then...the piece de resistence...I'm going to put on her "Certified Farmgirl" sticker!!
She's earned it.
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